Is There A Message In My Weeping

When I get quiet with the Lord, I often feel like crying. I have learned through the years that there are many of different sources for my tears. And I've learned by asking and sitting with Him asking, what is this? 

This particular morning was another one of those mornings where I was asking “why this morning? Why again?” That was how I started my journal. 

I feel like weeping, again. What is it this time? 

You are feeling behind with no hope of catching up or making the right choices. 

Obviously under some lies there

There are many things to do. I was leaving in a week. I need to do to prepare my home, family, and business for being gone for a week and the transition time when I return. Then there are all the things that I feel like I'm behind on in my house and for my family. 

What do I do then? This isn't true. This isn't a place I can function from either.

Go back to your values and your priorities. 

Decide what you will do. 

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What to do with an Emotion that Doesn't Fit

One morning when I had my quiet time, I recognized that I was feeling selfish. 

I was getting ready to leave for coaching training in Florida. Leaving Alaska in winter for some Florida sunshine sounds so appealing. I'm excited for the training to improve my coaching and follow where I feel like God is leading me to go with my coaching.

I felt very clearly that God told me I was supposed to go to this training. It is stretching because one of my first thoughts was, “I don't belong there. I don't know that You've called the right person to do these big things. I’m not like them.” Part of why I am going is to overcome these fears and break out of the mold of how I see myself. I must be able to see myself as God sees me. 

If I am obeying why did I feel selfish?

But this morning I was feeling selfish. I booked my tickets so I would be at my best for the training. I have a day of downtime before and after. I was feeling selfish because it means somebody needs...

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Celebrating Mess to Majesty

This week was Launch week for Mess to Majesty: Let God Love You in Your Mess.

I wrestled through some fear before I opened my computer and checked the ranking on Amazon.

I realized I was afraid no one would be downloading the book. I was also afraid people would respond and not be impressed. Maybe what I have to offer isn't good enough after all.

I silenced the fears and trusted that I have been following God in this process so there's no reason to stop now.

I was blessed when I found Mess to Majesty on Amazon and scrolled down to the ratings.

A few hours later:

A couple of hours later:

God is so good to bless the work I did in obedience. I am humbled. I am learning to be excited and joyful. You're excitement and encouragement helps so much!

I was also blessed to be a guest on Sparkle & Shine with Kendall Patton.

We had a great time and discussed a variety of topics like:

  • mothering
  • balance
  • rest
  • is it heavy or weighty
  • wounds
  • you are made to carry weighty things
  • prayer

Grab a...

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Mess to Majesty Interview by Karen Smith

 

I had the pleasure of being interviewed by Karen Smith of Life Connections Academy. Here's the transcript.

Karen Smith:        00:00 Hi, this is Karen Smith from Life Connections Academy. I am so honored today to be joined by Mukkove Johnson and we're going to be talking about her new book, Mess to Majesty. Mukkove Johnson is a certified Christian life coach specializing in childhood emotional neglect recovery and healing emotional wounds. She lives in Alaska with her husband of 25 years and her four children. The oldest is 20 and the youngest is two. She's written three books. The first is Christmas is About Jesus: Family Devotions for December. Then Easter is About Jesus: Family Devotions for the Easter Season, and her latest book, Mess to Majesty. Let God Love You in Your Mess. Welcome, Mukkove.

Mukkove Johnson:        00:47 Hi Karen. Thank you for having me.

Karen Smith:        00:50 You're welcome. Well, why don't you...

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Why Would I Journal?

hearing god journal prayer Sep 26, 2019

When I say journaling, what comes to mind?

 

How many of those things that come up in your definition are things that you think, well, I don't do that or I can't do that, or I'm no good at that? Throw all those things away. 

 

I've love to journal. It's part of how I think and process. I encourage everyone to find a way to journal for two reasons. 

Process your thoughts

Use a journal to process new things that you're learning. Give yourself a place to collect the pieces that you're putting together.

 

Because it's your journal. It doesn't need to make sense to anybody else. Your journaling doesn't have to look anything like mine.

 

It's part of the way we're wired. If we write or draw something, it helps us to process it. It helps us to remember. That process of writing can look very different and very creative.

Record

 

Use your journal as a record of what God said. Record where He has answered prayer. Keep your record in any way that's...

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You Can't Put Things into Containers that Don't Exist

hearing god self-care Aug 29, 2019

You can't put things in containers that don't exist.

That might seem like common sense, but would the Lord told it to me last week, it was a freeing revelation.

I was trying to make twenty plus quarts of salsa, edit my book, and all the normal responsibilities of life. I was frustrated trying to figure out how to get it all done.

The idea of needing a container or a space for everything made perfect sense. I hope the idea helps you, too.

Things in your life that need a container

Tasks

Tasks have at least three containers; time, energy, and focus. 

How much time do you need and when are you going to take that time? I neglected to accurately figure out how much time the salsa would take. Editing, too. This made my week too full. The time containers were full. Overfull. 

How much energy does a task take? Trying to but a high energy task at the end of a long day is going to be hard and likely frustrating, especially if you didn’t think about the energy it will take.

How...

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I Wish I Could Stop Feeling!

What I feel is bad. I don’t know what to do with it. I should be able to stop feeling this way because these feelings aren’t helpful.

Feelings are helpful when you know how they work

Our other senses give us valuable information about our physical world, emotions give us valuable feedback about our relationships - with God, yourself and others. We would never wish to stop seeing or hearing, why do we wish to stop feeling?

Because we don't know how to hear the messages they have for us. 

How do we get the messages

Feel the emotion

How does your body feel? How are you breathing? Where is there peace? Where is there stress? Where is it coming from?

Name the emotion

If you want help you can use a list of emotions to get you started. Name as many emotions and reasons for them as you can.

Ask what the message is

Once you know where the emotions are coming from and what they are called you can ask what the emotions are trying to tell you. Is there someone you need to...

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Your Emotions Have Something to Tell You

emotions hearing god prayer Jul 18, 2019

Emotions can be overwhelming.

They are overwhelming for a number of reasons.

  • We don't know what to do with them
  • We don't have proper tools
  • We don't know how to use the tools we have
  • Our emotions don't match our situation

A tool for dealing with overwhelming emotions

I'm putting this out there at the risk of you all thinking I'm crazy. I feel it was an idea from God. It was helpful to me when I first used it and again when I reviewed it.

The tool is having a conversation with your emotions in a place of prayer. I think it will be Holy Spirit speaking. Using your imagination opens your mind to hear things you might not otherwise. 

My conversation

My journal, in a place of prayer, I was talking to disappointment. I see this is a very familiar emotion for me now that I've learned to name them.

Me: Disappointment, why are you in my life?

Disappointment: I come when things don't go as expected and when needs are not met.

M: So when did you first come?

D: You've always known...

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Does it Come Naturally to Recieve God's Love?

Have you ever shared something you were struggling with and felt worse instead of better?

I have. I would share with someone how I was struggling, whether it was with my own self-image, or trying to live the good Christian life, whatever it was. Often the answer was something along the lines of, "just receive God's love".

I wanted to scream or slap them. I wanted to scream, "If I knew how to do that, don't you think I'd be doing it already?" (maybe part of that was it took being pretty desperate for me to ask for help, but that's another topic)

Making it worse

I didn't know how to say they made it worse. It seemed so incredibly obvious that I should just know how to receive God's love. If I wasn't doing it then it had to be because I wasn't trying hard enough, I wasn't being sincere, I wasn't letting God love me. Those things that just weren't helpful at all!

They added more condemnation, shame, and confirmation of the deeply rooted belief I had that I was somehow uniquely...

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How is Your Integrity? Does it Matter?

hearing god identity Jun 27, 2019
 

Video from Monday with Mukkove, to watch live join me at 11 am Alaska time.

Edited Transcript


I've been talking through seven keys to lasting transformation I have pulled these out of what the Lord has been teaching me through many years. They are what He has used and continues to use to transform me.  

  • The first of those keys is our relationship with God. I've summarized it as “I know Jesus as my Lord and Savior. God is my loving father and Holy Spirit as my ever-present help and comfort.”  
  • Number two is hearing God. I know God's voice through His word and how He speaks to me personally. 
  • Three is identity. I feel I clearly understand how God sees me. 

Today we're going to be talking about integrity. I walk in alignment with how God sees me. 

 I am a Christian life coach, passionate about helping you learn to partner with God for lasting transformation and especially as that impacts you as a mom. That is my driving...

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